Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Happy New Year To All!

It's had been almost three years I'm leaving school. Sometimes,lot of memories came and around my head. Haha. But my English is still worst. Haha.

Memories?
Yeah, lots of memories.
I'm wrote a diary in 2007.
That was the last year in school.
Everyday I wrote it.
Until the end of 2007.

Sometimes, I want to wear the school uniform and fucking green pants.
Haha.
It's like a clown, for me.
Thank God, I'm a librarian.
So, I can wore the blue uniform and black slack.

What ever it is, school is the best place to create your identity, finding your own destination.
That's why, I love school, even though I hate the subjects. Additional Math and Math. Arggh! I hope that frolicking bell ringing! Come on bell. Ring! Ring! Haha.

One thing about school that makes me laugh.
I sang a song using the name of one girl in my school, and my friend record it in his handphone. The lyrics are contain the name of the girl.
I repeat it 10 times. (Do you know the instrumental song called Canon Rock? I use the tempo of that song while I sang this stupid song.)

I thought that my friend only record and remove it.
But, not.
He sent the video to many of my friends.
Damn!
Lastly, the girl had watched that video.
And he felt angry with me.
Because the song shows my act of stupidity.
Seriously, stupid.
Hahaha.

I sent my regard and apologize to her.
Thank God, she accepted it.
Haha.
That's really stupid.

To all my friends, Happy New Year 2010.
Now, I'm near the age of 20.
No more teenage life.
No more sweet 16.

Miss all of you.
Miss all the memories.
Remember me.

My name is Kamal.

Mengawal Salju- Mengejar Kereta

I know, all of you didn't understand the meaning of this post title.
Haha.
This is my favorite song.
Actually, my favorite song to play.
Because it's really meaningful.
I don't know.
But I think this song makes me calm.
Haha.
Snow patrol- Chasing Cars.
Yesterday, I had learned to play this song.
It's quite simple.
Haha.

If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me and,
just forget the world?

Nice song. Thanks.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

New Year? Tak boleh bla.


Many people gone crazy when celebrating new year. "New year! New year!"
For me, nothing special.
Because day by day, we getting old.
And we don't know what happen tomorrow.









Am I happy with the past?
Do you pretty sure that your life gonna be great in the future?
Think about it.

One more, am I get what I want this coming year 2010?
I hope I can.

"Your just a little kid that want to be like others! You are not at the level of maturity. You are poser. You are liar!" I don't mind if you call me with vulgar words.

But don't ever called me a poser. Hypocrite.
Because I know what I'm doing.
I'm learning.
Don't look at the past.
If you dare, face with me, currently.

If I'm a bad person, I can reveal all the worst things about you.
But I'm not.

BECAUSE
I'm a person just like you.

BUT
I had better things to do.

"Happy" Frolicking New Year 2010.

Shame on you, bastard!


p/s: Why we celebrate new year?

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Sekian lama menyepi

haH!...cuti nie aku continue balik my blog. bukan ape, tak de ape nak cite, nothing interesting la..so, tu yg menyepi...tambahan plak aku banyak assignment....lagila...hahah...aku ade test JPJ sabtu...ujian teori baru...amik lesen...doakan aku ya semua...aku harap dapatla buat yang terbaik...one more...doakan aku supaya berjaya sampai ke anak cucu...hahah..

Lupe nak cerita, Hari Raya haritu aku sambut dengan meriah lah jugak..ramai balik, namun hari raya aidliadha aku sambut dalam keadaan yang agak muram...ramai siblings tal balik...so, layan je la...dalam cuti nie,...tak buat ape2 pown...just facebook, amik lesen, study grammar sket...hahah...itu je la...xde menda sgt...hidupku terlampau boring...hahah...
cukuplah aku merapu hari ni...esok lah pulak...haha..:P

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Ramadhan and Me

well, i come home, with happy feeling...urm...i know my schedules, ir eally know about my life at home...so bored, pekan is nothing, no mall, no parade...but it's okay, coz i love village...woke up, i saw greeny view...now, it's ramadhan...it's time to fast...huhu...miz my kid memories...huhu....

tension, i went to rawang..oh, i really hate that place...so bored...it's better i live at nenasi than rawang...orgghhh...but, thank god, only one day...then i came to nenasi....

nothing to write in this blank board...i just make nonsense sentence..just to fullfill my leisure time...hahah...terawikh?urmm..better than last ramadhan...only two times...huhu...now...i try to change...(wannabe wali)...huhu

what happened to my friends now?is there happy with this holiday?or crying....coz LOTS OF ASSIGMENT!!!!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Between effort and fate

i hve start my training 2 month ago...that's quite long for someone who was fat like me...hahah...one day, my friend came to train me, more harder than my own exercise...oh, shit! tht's so terrible for me who are not a spotman...huhu

ah...if i'm tough...what should i do? get a girlfriend?playboy?....between effort and fate...i love her damned much!!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Youth Revival Festival Pekan 2009















Buat first time, bandar Pekan telah digegarkan dengan kehadiran band2 indie serta seumpamanya...thanks a lot pada DC Community and yg plg penting ROTTW. Aku sebenarnya dah lame mengidam menda camnie kat Pekan..maklumlah, pekan bukan lah bandar sebesar kuantan...

aku mengalami kekecewaan kerana takleh pergi Kuantan Jamm Fest...rasa kecewa masih lagi terasa...namun kehadiran band2 ini di pekan terutama The Times dan Big bang nyata tak mengecewakan...aku berpuas hati...syukur...dapat gak diorang live..

pada pukul 12 tengahari....crowd masih tak ramai...memang slalu begitu...kul 12...orang baru nak warm up...aku melihat gelagat budak2 yang baru kenal gig pun ade...sume dress up macam pekan tu sejuk...kat London....kadang kala lucu juga...tp x mengapa...dulu aku pon begitu...waktu sekolah la...hahah...cuaca memang panas...dan aku memang x berharap nak pakai baju tebal...jaket...oh tidak..

dalam pukul 2.kedengaran band yang pertama melangsungkan irama muzikal nya...dengar kata baru first time gig...Fresh Apple...ok la...xde la teruk...cume dpt tgk la yang xde pengalaman sangat...dari segi.influence...mereka lebih tumpu pada band2 indie sekarang...x mengapa...aku pon bukan pandai sangat...

crowd makin ramai...band yang seakan2 the times muncul...dari segi muzik...mungkin influence mereka sama...orbit angkasa, band pekan..lagunya agak mengujakan...namun aku tak berapa dengar...maklumlah...susana hiruk pikuk....aku hanya mendegar bunyi sentuhan instrument..agak bagus...vokalisnya pon agak mesra..nampak yang die agak selesa dengan crowd yang semakin ramai...

setelah mendendangkan 4 buah lagu....rejected youth..band skinhead pekan...rmai yang menjerit2...aku terasa lain macam...terasa seperti dihimpit...rupanya crowd dibelakang sedang "skankin"....adoyai..masih kuat lagi skinhead di pekan.....crowd bagaikan gila...mendengar lagu mereka..memang aku akui agak bagus pesembahan mereka....namun...aku bukanlah pendengar lagu skinhead yang arif...so...aku merakam sambil mendiamkan diri...

rakanku dari budak KCHC...hanya memandang sinis..."skinhead ade lagi ek" katanya...aku keluar bersama rakanku...minum air...letih la...

dari luar aku terdengar muzik seakan2 "throwdown"....aku terus bergegas masuk...meninggalkan dua rakanku dari pekan...aku yakin sangat...tu band hardcore...yah!tepat...Deuna Cart Deluna...band hardcore...muzik yang agak keras..mengingatkan bulan februari....Gig di Kuantan...ah...aku berpuas hati.....dua rakan dari kuantan bersiap sedia dengan moshing...budak pekan hanya memandang...xtahu ape2....ada 3 0rang yang moshing....sorang budak pekan...dan 2 org rakanku...fuhh...
rmai budak pekan yg ingin join...tp x reti...aku plak...xkn nak mosh...pegang kamera...pkai bju kiss...kasut plak..alahai...bukn untk sport...so...tengok jew la...

pada kul 5...blood anatomy menghiburkan peminat2 metal...ala2 cradle of filth...fuh...memang goyang2 pale otak aku... wuhu...gitar jhat gile bentuk...huhu....sempat mengambil gambar mereka...gembira gler aku...

sebelum blood anatomy...ade band lucky munky,,,da agak famous gak...lagunya seakan2 bittersweet...keyboardist dye agak bjak...style dengan pkaian kemas..membawa lagu girlfriend....plg best la...

after maghrib...aku terjumpe seorang yang agak berumur..macam kenal je...rupenye abang rom..ROTTW...sempat aku bertanya beberapa soalan yg menarik...die jelas seorang yang berpengalaman dalam muzik...antara yang aku teruja adalah tentang indie....rmai yang confuse psal indie...walhal indie nie adalah medium kearah mainstream...itu adalah tujuan asal...hmm....
byk lagi yg aku tnye...xdpat dihuraikan....
yg plg gembira....aku dapat lepak ngan times...and aggrobeat(kombinasi dengan gerhana ska cinta)...

ntah...rase excited...aku kdg2 terkejut..waktu the times dtg...orang x celebrate dye langsung...
maybe dyorang xknal kot...

ade la sorang dua "eh...nie naza"....
waktu perform..bile diumum the times....barula crowd gile babi...jerit...termasuk aku...

aku pown koya macam krew...selambe je msuk pegi depan stage...huhu

itu yg puas hati gile...
lepak2 jap...amik gmbr...huhu...bpak koya gler.........

hahah...mybe satu hari nanti kat KPM ade gig??

aku ingat nak cadangkan....

sebab ade kabel da nak wat menda nie...


Maybe Abg Rom ROTTW leh tlong...

I'm happy......just day dream...hahah...:)

Ps...band yg aku x sbut tu...bukn mkne dyorg x bgus...tp ak tulis yg aku egt dn tgk je...huhu

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Pandang Bunga Nampak Duri!

" i cukup benci dgn ape yg terjadi..setelah penat lelh yang they all wat pade student yg dikuarantin...ade juga sesetengah individu yg suka mengkomplen..seolah2 dialah yg pling benar...
sudh dua hari kolej i telah dilaporkan dalam media, kononnya mengabaikan kebajikan pelajar...hey, kenapa lah x tnye orang yang merasai dikuarantin...betapa bertanggungjawab nye warden disini...i sendiri rase segan nak mntak tolong...coz they all memg tolong student...
aku rase aku knal mamat yg wat statement kat tv tu...bdsarkan pemerhatian aku...die agk mementingkan diri...aku kenal atau x??kenal....eh...xknal lgsung...spe ek yg wat statement tu???(hahahah)
dan one more...aku memg akui ade sedikit kesilapan dalam menghadapi kes wabak penyakit...namun pihak kolej telah struggle nk cube mengatasi mslh nie...ak nmpk la wey usaha diorang...
xprlu tgk ap kburukan, sume mnusia ade kesilapan....jgn expect anda dilayan sperti raja...anda student...
lastly...xyh komplen, anda x nmpak, jgn cube berhujah...nanti jd org yg x matang....
seorang adik bertanya kepada abang sulongnye "selsema babi boleh sembuh, tp perangai cam babi?? boleh sembuh ke??"

P/s: nukilan ini berdasarkn kisah benar di kolej di negara lain berdekatan Timur Leste...luahan hati pelajar mereka..xde kaitan dengan anda di Malaysia....hahaha :P

(aku bukan sempurna juga.........)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Kuarantin Jam Fest 09

Last Thursday, 23 July 2009, I'm felt happy, because there will be held on Saturday 25. I'm so excited...calling my friend to stay at his home. He said to me, "Bereh, mu datang la bile2 pon, nok nuk selamanya pon ok!"...Yarghh....thanx a lots Sam.
On Friday, 26....there were rumour that my college had been attacked by a monster called Pig Influenza...All student must stay at the hostel....cannot went out....what the f@#@#!!!!....I felt hopeless....why this happened??why??
there was an event at stadium darul makmur- Kuantan Jamm Fest 2009....it's rarely....i want to go, but i can't...because all student had been quarantine until the next thursday...
I 'm very sad....but i knew that Man Propose, God Dispose...so....Kuarantin Jamm Fest 2009...H1N1......

Monday, July 13, 2009

Aku sudah sem 3...

ari ni aku masuk ke kolej kesayangan...bukan hari ni..semalam....hahah..rmai dah blik...huhu...rndu gak kat depa sume...aduh...aku mendapat bilik diaras 3.....sungguh jauh...mungkinkah aku sukar ke kelas dan ke surau selepas ini?(poyo,konon gi surau sokmo)

aku mendengar juga khabar rakan2 matrix....ade yang mendapat u...fuh..bler lar aku nak nasuk u ek....result aku turun kali ni..dapat 3.1...harapan nak naik stage..tp....ish..... asal rmai sgt junior cun ek???

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Orang Kata


Orang kata,
Hidup nie macam roda,
Kadang-kadang kita diatas,
Kadang-kadang kita dibawah,

Orang kata,
Hidup nie macam dadu,
Tak boleh nak tahu apa yang berlaku,
Sukar nak dijangka, sukar nak dipercaya,

Orang kata,
Hidup nie kena rajin macam semut,
Kena bekerjasama macam mereka,
Barulah hidup bahagia,

Aku kata,
Hidup bukan roda,
Roda boleh dibeli,
Hidup hanya sekali,

Aku kata,
Hidup bukan dadu,
Dadu untuk permainan,
Sedangkan hidup ini Ujian,

Aku kata,
Hidup ini bukan kena rajin macam semut,
Semut rajin sebab nak hidup di dunia,
Sedangkan kita hidup untuk rajin ke sana,

Hidup berkata,
Cukuplah berpujangga tentang saya,
Sampai masa kau tahu aku siapa,
Kau tahu apa gunanya saya.....

P/S: Aku tibe2 bermonolog sendirian lepas minum milo...sekali tangkap lentok daaa...huhu

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My Old Skool



Sudah lebih dua tahun berlalu.....semua rakan2 ku telah melanjutkan pelajaran ke pelbagai tempat. Begitu juga aku, aku melanjutkan pelajaran dengan apa yang aku idamkan selama ini, English.

Zaman persekolahanku banyak suka dan duka. Sewaktu form 1,aku bersekolah sebentar di SMK Dato' Mahmud Mat Pekan. Disana budaya gangtserism menular dalam kalangan pelajar. Pergaduhan seperti makan nasi..rutin...aku masih mentah ketika itu,dan aku tak terlepas dari mangsa buli di hostel...mujur ada saudaraku di tingkatan lima, dia banyak membantuku...

Aku mendapat tawaran asrama yang lebih baik. Ibubapaku menghantarku ke SMK Seri Kuantan. Aku masuk pada 21 Januari 2003. Dan aku ditempatkan di kelas 1 Astakona(pelik kan bunyi..lol)...kelas KAA...(arab). Aku mengenali pelbagai jenis rakan, dan budaya-budaya luar sedikit senayak merubah corak kehidupan aku. kehidupan di hostel memang berbeza...ia mengajar kita pengalaman, melakukan tugas sendiri dan tidak mengharapkan orang lain....

Aku mengaku, kehidupanku tidak sehebat orng lain...bergaduh, menang dengan 40 orang India, aku tahu...namun, jika dibandingkan dengan orang yang langsung tidak mengenali dunia...aku bersyukur...sewaktu aku form 1, aku melihat pelajar bergaduh dengan guru secara live! wow! aku ketika itu yang masih mentah menganggap itu satu yang luar biasa...(waktu form 1 la!)..dan pada hari jumaat, aku melihat seniorku mencabar guru disiplin untuk bertumbuk....dia memukul tingkap kaca dengan besi katil...huh! aku tak berpeluang berbuat begitu.....

Perubahan demi perubahan..banyak kenangan di hostel...lari dari ustaz ketika ponteng subuh..(bukan ponteng, tapi terlepas waktu)...menyorok dalam jamban...yela, aku badan besar, mane boleh lari ikut tingkap...ponteng kelas addmath...alasan, pergi bilik kaunseling...hahah....kelas bio pun same gak...hahah...boring kot...kelas BM aku xpenah miss...coz subjek yg aku suka and cikgu dia lawa..hahaha....ape dah....

Terkantoi makan dengan awek waktu pergi Langkawi kat Mcd Bukit Jambul..bapak malu doh...bukan awek aku sebenarnya....skandal...haha...hmm..pastu taw dengan mak aku..ape lagi..ceramah la beb!hahah....yang paling last skali..kena gantung sebulan sebelum spm...memang sush nak caye...coz muka aku muka baik...cikgu pown caye...lagipun aku buknlah budak bermasalah...

Nak dijadikan cerita, malam itu semua form 5 masuk bilik tv..mangsa atau sayur dibariskan...yang mana mencuri...memang kena...aku dah banyak kali tengok adegan sebegini, coz kawan aku kira taiko la...dia selalu ajak aku...aku pon pegi ah...huhu..tapi tengok je...sebab aku ni tak pandai pukul orang....

Pada malm itu,ntah kenapa kaki aku tetiba naik...bukan aku sorang, budak form 5 laen yang kaki buku, ulat buku, kaki surau pon join gak....terkejut aku...huhu...sebenarnya aku tak wat teruk sangat...haha...tapi kena jugak gantung...pelik2...itulah peristiwa aku lalui...tak dela hebat...tapi banyak membuatkan aku berfikir....after SPM, result aku tidaklah sehebat Amalina...2A je...addmath $#$#$#@! aku rase malu akak ipar aku yang ajar addmath...akak pandai math, adik ipar??

Pedulilah...menda dah lepas...cukupla sekadar kenangan...bagi aku, kalau tak de kenangan di masa muda, kita akan menyesal jugak...sebab hari2 yang kita lalui hanyalah sama, takde ape yang boleh dikongsi dengan anak2....tapi bukan bermakna kita kena buat jahat!! sekadar nakal tu acceptable lar...

Buat rakan-rakan ESKIAN a.k.a Sultanah Hajjah Kalsom....semoga berjaya!!

SMK Seri Kuantan
Kamal was here since 21 January 2003 until 27 Novenber 2007..........

My Performance

hahah...this is my performance..(actually competition, but i'm not the winner, so i assume it as my performance)..huhuhu..this event was held at my college....there were many students joined this event...huhu..approximately about 10 competitors..

2 hour before my performance, i had problem...huhu...i want to sing a song from Avenge Sevenfold.."Warmness on the soul"...but when i sing it in Dewan Utama( rehearsal time)..my voice is so #$!%$%$$.....i'm so nervous...huhu...i dont know what kind of english songs that i remember...power of love?no,no,no.....westlife??no,no,no,...i'm started listening english songs since i was 16...its too late...so my toungue is still full of belacan and ikan kering, jering,petai....huhu...for me, to remember and sing an english song, we need to eat Mcd as breakfast, Kfc as your lunch and Pizza Hut as your dinner....lol..:p..

lastly, shah..(the guitarist in KPM, also the MPP) ask me to sing with him...he want to play guitar and he want me to sing a song from Muse..."Unintended"...i take a several minutes to think about it..then i said.."ok..."

at 8 pm...me and shah came to the Dewan and then i took the turn number...OMG...i got number 2...arghh.. first performance was Ayeh..my roomate...he was great..huhu...

and at last, the winner was a woman...wow...she had powerful voice...like Celion Dion...huhu...her name was Morro(nick name)...that's all...huhu

am i just wasting my time, writing this "article"....for me, yes, coz i'm at the level of boredom...arghhh...i think my weight will increase like high-speed-download...hahaha...

Diploma...i'm waiting to get it!!


p/s: my mom said: "i don't want my son or daughter become an artist or singer...."...i'm sorry mom....i assume this as my hobby..huhu!!


my performance- Enjoy if it's good...hehe

Kisah hindustan?


Tatkala angin berlalu pergi, teringat pula saya akan kisah hindustan yang sangat menarik. bukan cerita cinta seperti yang kita lihat dalam seperti yang ditayangkan! cerita ini adalah berdasarkan kisah benar. bagiku, ini adalah filem hindustan kegemaranku!! kalau anda semua pernah menonton, "SHIVA"....mengisahkan inspektor polis yang menjalankan tugas dengan adil dan saksama....namun rakan2nya yang lain dilihat mengamalkan korupsi. Shiva, berasa tidak berpuas hati kerana sikap rakan sekerjanya yang malas dan mengambil tidak peduli dengan jenyah yang berlaku, malah bekerjasama dengan pihak samseng dalam sindiket...

Shiva pula memainkan peranan menentang habis-habisan apa yang berlaku, dan punca yang menyebabkan korupsi adalah menteri dalam negara itu. Shiva berdepan dengan menteri itu. Menteri itu tidak megambil endah, malah berkata,," Kamu tidak boleh berbuat apa-apa, saya orang paling tinggi dalam jabatan ini. Saya yang mengawal mereka..". "Lantas Shiva menjawab, "Orang atas kami adalah menteri, tetapi siapa diatas kamu?....Rakyat...," "Mereka yang memilih kamu dan melantik...kamu berhak menjalankan tugas yang diberikan..." (begitulah dialog yang bukan 100% betul, tp lebih kurang la).

Anda tak berminat dengan cerita ini? Tak mengapa, tapi saya tahu anda bijak, dan anda tahu apa yang sebenarnya cerita ini sampaikan...fikirkanlah dengan akal anda..

P/S: Rasa macam aku hero cerita ni pula....huuhu...cerita ini banyak mempengaruhi aku dan memberi kesan yang mendalam...huhu

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My Beloved College


Hah..this is the story about young man, who get 2A in his spm...what the f@$%!...hahaha...gumbira pown ade gak dpt kpm...biarpun org len pegi matrix...lantak r...aku dpt ape yg aku minat...huhu...actually, aku dapat American Degree...for forensic...tp memandangkan subjek yg diambil adalah math-statistic...fuh...mati aku...math dpt $%$%%...x fail taw! aku mula egt nk pg dah amerika..memandgkan kos dye macm nk gadai tanah je...huhu..mkn ikan kering aku..MARA nk support??sdor la diri, aku dpt bpe kert A..tu sebab ak repeat math, sng g mne2..dapatla somethg yg memuaskn..(krdt,huhu)...huh, cm dapat A je...pdahal krdt...hahah.. aku mlgkh ke kpm....pnuh girang, bdebor...huhu..sume ade...sgn pon ade...naik tngga...bpk tnggi...kuros aku..haha...nsb bek aku kt sini....byk menda aku dapat... dn


aku melalui hdup yg pnuh suka duka...
suka ade.. duka pon ade... byk aku blaja.... byk aku tahu... byk aku kenal... tapi....


satu yg aku terpaksa tinggal...





"DIA............''




P/S: aku di kpm...kemunculan awal......botak...huhuhu...konon nk lupekn kisah lampau....hehe

Monday, June 15, 2009

Magazine,music and myself...


This is one of my favorite magazine...ROTTW.....I thought that all of u know about this magazine, coz it was famous among teenagers. for thus who lovs music, they should make this magazine as one of their medium to know more about local or outside bands.
Arghh...i should not introduce a lots about this fucking famous magazine...huhu...what I want to ask all of you is, why we cannot make our music industry develop? Huhu, i'm sorry, maybe this is one of the sensitive issue...

music,music,music...yeh i know, nowadays, there are lots of bands that success in their carrier...i dont want to mention the name of the bands....at least, indie save our music industry....

perhaps, i'm not the one who knows everything about musics...i'm not the son of artist....i'm only an ordinary man...

but i have right to speak about it....because I love music...
when indie grew in our country, everybody talks about it....
" what type of song do you like?," "of course indie..."

hmmm...indie,indie,indie......
i'm also love indie.....that's a fact...
for me, we must find something that was original from ourselves
something that you really love, like...
not just following people.....he loves indie, than u love it too....coz its cool...
hmm...this was happened to me..

word that we called "POSER..."
i'm one of the poser, but i try to learn...
i dont care if someone called me poser
coz i'm come to music scene to learn...
people called me poser....
yeah, i know...
but i try to get knowledge......
and then, i dont felt poser anymore...

one of the best way is "Be yourself..."
that's what I learn.....thanks to all my friends
they teach me how to be myself....
poser is loser!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Fat......


The scariest word for human ; FAT! This happened to me...hahaha...from toddler until teenager, that is my problem. i know, many "HEALTHY"(badan sihat, the word for jage aty org bdn bsar) person had low self-estimate...felt down, give up. yeah thats what happened to me...

Sometimes, they do not want to join the community(bersosial lar) coz they felt that they dont have a same level with the other person....and of course, they might have problem to make special relationship....LOVE!MARRIAGE!

arghhh..Bored,asyik ckap bi jek...berbelit otak aku...huhuh...actually poyo je lebeh aku nie..grammar tunggang langgang...berikut adalah situasi yg senantiasa dihadapi oleh org yang "SIHAT" nie:

1. "Ok murid2..hari ni kita akan adakan lumba lari..sume pelajar wajib buat...no excuse"...i think you know what they feel...
2. (SMS VERSION) "hai leh jumpe?" "boleh, kite jumpe kat taman ek" after a few minutes.."eh, u ke yg knal ngan i dlam sms?" "haah, knape?".."nothing....."(sambil wanita itu berlalu pergi)....understand?? think about it,,,
3. NOTICE BOARD>>> Syarat untuk bekerja disini adalah berpengalaman, berumur 18-30, MEMPUNYAI RUPA PARAS YANG CANTIK.....berperwatakan menarik...
4. cube ko tgk tong drum tu...macam familiar je...hari2 aku tengok...tapi kat mane ek??(sindiran seorang rakan kepada rakannya yng duduk di sebelah...huhu

these were the situations that happened to fatboy,fatgirl....fat man, fat woman..blalalalala...habis, siapa mereka disisi masyarakat?? hina??huhu...dulu aku pown rase cam tu gak...skrg pown ade gak...heheh

my mother said, "u don't have to worry about u'r face and your body...just study hard, and u will get good job..then people will love u..." hahaha...aku nak glak pown ade..tp ckp mak jgn tolak...nanti dapat bala...

my brother said to me" u need to exercise man...u must try to improve ur self...dont give up"...motivation....tp berapi seminggu je..pas tu makan byk jgk...negatif tol pemikiran...

ape yang nak disampaikan disini sebenarnya???

atau aku hanye mengarot??

atau aku hanya meminta simpati??
jauh sekali.....aku tulis ini dari hati aku......
ape yang aku lalui
ape yang dia lalui
ape yang mereka lalui.....

siapa??

FAT PERSONS.............

Life??


" Life is like a box of chocolate..." that's my favourite words....sorry, my english is bad...hahah...many of us like to talk about their past....experience...and i know that some of your bad experiences are the most sweet memories in your life...is that clear??

Let say, if you were caught in the school's toilet when you're smoking, that was really embarassing!(although im not a smoker,hehehe)....But, based from my brains and mind,(i always use this sentences to finish my thousand word essay...huhu)...for thus who are naughty, they will got something, experience......

for me, experience is important......your life is meaningful with it....you can take it as a guide in a long journey...called "life"...maybe for shakespeare, life is short like a brief candle...yeh...its true for thus who had happiness life, gay everyday (ehem!i hope u understand!)

......but what about the person who are living in the darkness, agony....and fighting to get meals.....life is short? think about it....